Brit T Rex

ok you know what?

That's It.

I just realized that spending all this time moping about my ex boyfriend is ridiculous....I go to one of the BEST theatre schools in the WORLD.....all of my friends (boys and girls) think i'm RIDICULOUSLY HOT and COOL and FUNNY....I'm about to start classes at the best improv school in THE WORLD................


SO WHAT THE FUCK AM I SO UPSET ABOUT??????????

First love lost, it happens. Everyone has it....it happpppppens. But there'll be SO MUCH MORE love in the world for me, SO MANY MORE people that I connect with and love and can share my life with....i's JUST THE BEGINNING.

I have SO MANY things going for me, SO MANY things i could be doing if i'd just OPEN MY EYES and SEE ALL OF THEM instead of getting this tunnel vision and moping about over one person in my life.

If i just BREATHE and LET IT HAPPEN it'll happen. Everything will work out the way it's supposed to, everything will get better. I can feel myself getting better, I can feel my wounds closing up. Everyone moves on, the mind is incapable of remembering pain, there are no sensors for it.....so it only hurts in the short-term.

I can do whatever I want, SO I JUST NEED TO GO GET IT.


phew.
if anyone is reading this, i'm sure I seem like an ass.
but that just felt SO GOOD.